ROCK my world

SOOOO i wrote this poem because i was in a little situation where... i didn't get what... or shall i so WHO i wanted :-) hehehe

Ever wonder why

The stars, the moon, and the sun

Never align

The earth never tilts

And the universe never spins your way?

I do.

You see,

He love her and he likes me

And she likes him and I like he

Can’t you see how it

Just

Don’t

Work?

I’ve done what I’ve been asked

I’m an educated girl with poise and an ass

Ha! I mean poise and class

I got poise and class

And by poise and class I mean

I just don’t let anyone tap that ass

Yet she.

She’s a breezy from the easy

Hood rat for sheezy

No class

AND she puts out that ass

But she wins

And I,

I’m here, empty-handed

The universe, you see

Never goes my way

Not last year

Not tomorrow

And def not today

The universe and I

We constantly fight

I pull and I push

It hits and it shoves

Telling me

“You good girls, ha, you never end above.”

So sit here I

Angry lost sad

Broken bruised tired and mad

And waiting

Waiting for the universe

To flip upside down and inside out

Turn around and jump and shout

Relieve me of my “happiness” drought

And ROCK MY WORLD!

WHY?

Why do we continue to choose to confuse our minds and hearts with the unfit and unwell?

Why do we, instead of settling in healthy relationships, choose to situate ourselves in relationships that are harmful to our bodies, minds, and souls?

Why do we subjugate our selves to such abuse?

Why do we hate?

Why do we fear?

Why do we love?

Why do we love perfectly another but despise the beauty that is ourselves?

Why do we look at the television in awe but in the mirror with pain?

Why do guard our hearts so heavily with the artillery of attitudes, but melt at the simple slick smooth talk of a dude.

Why do we cry?

Why do we laugh?

Why do we smile?

Why do we constantly talk of our praised independence yet yearn for the love and partnership of a man?

Why is she our enemy one-minute and then our best friend the next?

Why can the same lips that smile so beautifully, turn and speak such ugly and harmful untruths of another.

Why do we let others determine the factors that truly make us happy?

Why do we continue to choose to confuse our minds and hearts with the unfit and the unwell?

Why do we subjugate our selves to such abuse?

Why do we hate?

Why do we love?

Why?

UMMMM soooo yea... just sitting at my computer... and justt... alll of this came out... 

peaceeee

quote: sryyy i've been MIA. I've been sick and trying get settled with school and everything..

SEE YOUU SOON :-)

FOCUS

 

Writing, journals, stories, poems,

Painting, drawing, coloring, learning,

Piano, clarinet, acting, singing,

Talking, reading, books, novels,

The Bible, school, grades, shopping,

Music, football, field hockey, food,

Running, basketball, gymnastics, Sox,

TV, boys, dance, tap, jazz, ballet, and hip-hop?

No?

 

God, Life, Love, and Happiness.

 

In the end isn’t that all that really matters?

Because

Everyday I’m trying something new

In my mind I’m perplexed, bamboozled, straight up confused

Can’t seem to figure out what exactly I want to do.

 

What will make me happy? What do I love? What’s my passion?

 

I’m forever and consistently for never being consistent with

Anything I do,

I’m living life in a constant ADHD

Why. Does. Life. Hate. Me.

It’s. Making. Me. Hate. Me.

‘Cause I just can’t focus.

 

I can’t focus and all I want to do is be happy.

I’m told to try new things to find my passion,

True happiness.

And I did try,

I did.

And I found a momentary joy

A momentary high

Living on cloud nine

Ecstasy and bliss

I’d be loving it.

 

But, a high only last for so long.

Then I’m back here.

Trying something new

Again.

For now, forever, and for always

I’ll be doing this

 

Focus.

Is this important?

Should I focus on this and that?

Am I wasting my time focusing on the unimportant?

When I should just be focusing on,

God, Life, Love, and Happiness

 

What’s my passion?

I wish I could tell you.

Because I’d tell you if I knew.

 

I’ll tell you this though,

Stop living your life in this constant

Delirious delusion and illusion of life,

 

And focus.

 

Ummmm... some one asked me what my passion was... this is the result of that question..

peaceee

qoute it uppp:  "live for today.. laugh often... love always"